First experience - success!

fredmac · Joined: 23 Nov 2005 Posts: 1

This is my first time here and I just wanted to relate my first time experience with Cialis. I'm married, in late 30s and have only recently admitted to myself that I had a ED problem. What happened was that about two years ago there was one time where I just lost my erection completely, - it was probably stress induced originally but I felt really depressed about it and it wasn't until the next successful experience a few weeks later that I shook this depression. I told myself that everything was back to normal but to be honest a new worry had crept in - "what if I lose it" - and it was always there in the background. I still had plenty of, what I took to be, successful sex with my wife but the anxiety of losing the erection meant that when it came to penetration, it was often rushed. The usual stratagems for delaying ejaculation - think of something boring - couldn't work because if I did actually think of something non-sexy, I would lose my erection. Sex became a lot more about oral, giving and receiving, than penetration and when there was penetration it was usually very quick and a bit unsatisfactory. I didn't really think too much about this being a problem - apart from the penetration part sex was still enjoyable although to be honest anxieties about erection on my part were always there.

So, what happened was that recently I was curious about the question whether viagra and the like would allow you to stay hard after ejaculation and looked into it. I suppose this was still denial on my part - getting hard again quickly was the least of my problems - but subconciously I probably realised that there was a problem. A bit of googling about "recreational viagra" elicited the information that there was really no point in such a thing - if viagra had any effect on you it was only because you had some sort of problem in the first place, if you could get and keep it up you didn't need it. Reading more, I started to realise that my own situation was a type of ED. I had consoled myself with the notion that as I could get it up, I didn't have a problem. I didn't give to much thought to the notion that keeping it up was just as important.

I looked into Levitra also and then came across Cialis. What I really liked about this was the duration. It meant that you didn't have to time your "special moment" precisely. Sex rarely happens according to a timetable and with a "window" of up to 36 hours, there was plenty of room for spontaneity. I realised that if I had the advantage of Cialis the anxiety should go away and without worrying about keeping my erection, I could relax, enjoy sex and, importantly, use whatever methods I liked to delay ejaculation.

So, I resolved to get me some. I ruled out seeing my own doctor straight away. She's a she, but even if I had a male doctor, it's not something I would really feel comfortable talking about with anyone I know. This also rules out getting it from any of the pharmacies where I live. So, google came to the rescue. I found a site called pillspharm.com which had, what seemed like, reasonable rates. I ordered some 20mg pills, selected "europe overnight" shipping which promised delivery within 48 hrs. 48 hrs passed and then another day and I was a bit worried I had been scammed. I couldn't find any reviews of pillspharm, couldn't get through on their phone and they didn't answer my email. I picked a backup - kwikmed.com which was more expensive but was highly rated by pharmacychecker.com and ordered 3x 20mg.

I tried pillspharm.com again, this time I used their livechat and finally got some feedback. Thankfully I hadn't been scammed: Turns out the order was sent by ordinary post by mistake. They promised me a replacement order at no extra cost which arrived yesterday.

I was unsure as to whether to use the 20mg pill or split in two. In the end I took the 20mg before bed, just to be sure. After about 30min my face felt really flush so I knew it was working. When I got it up I noticed a difference straight away. I was rock hard and it felt very secure. Sex was much more satisfactory, there was no rushing about penetration. I knew it wasn't going anywhere so I could relax and get into a comfortable position for both of us instead of trying to jam it in before it went away! The penetration part was way better. I still felt a bit trigger happy pretty soon, but it was much easier to delay and hold back.

I'm very happy with my first experience. I'm still not sure about whether 20mg is the right dose. I would save a lot of money by splitting, but the whole reason for doing this is the security of knowing my erection isn't going anywhere so it might be better to stick with the 20mg. I'm no physician, it seems to me that the cause of the ED is psychological given my age and relatively good health. It would be nice if this new confidence and security will eventually suffice without the use of cialis but for now it's a godsend.

Light · Site Admin Joined: 18 Jan 2005 Posts: 13

Great story fredmac,
Thank you for sharing.
Good luck.

HL · Guest

Give the the 10 mg a try. It works just as well for me as the 20 mg and last for two full days.

joe · Guest

thanks for the story fredmac, im in a very close situation as you.
i just got the sample pak of cialis from my doc yesterday, 20mg.
im gonna give it a try this weekend.

Light · Site Admin Joined: 18 Jan 2005 Posts: 13

Joe,
Please let us know how its going...